Why is it that people who perceive themselves as 'bigger' than you seek to put you down and make them selves feel better by making you feel bad? How is it that one sentence from one person who does not care can undo all your motivation and remove all your good will towards people?
I have to be careful what I say here as I have a feeling that the person concerned my well read this. And after all, plausible deniability is the best policy.
All I will say is that someone who I ha e encountered today, who would do well to remember exactly how much I do for them and how much crap I take from them, has managed to kill off all my good feeling and good will towards them in one fell swoop. Not sure what I did to deserve it, and I'm probably blowing it up out of all proportions - Tomorrow will be a new day and a good nights smell is a great healer, but right now I feel really low and pretty worthless. There's been a few things niggling at me and this has sort of rolled them all together and brought them home at once. I kind of feel like everything is building up to a change point.
What the change will be I don't know, it just feels like a head of steam is building ip in me and needs to vent out on something.
Anyway, that's me done speaking my brains for the night.
God Bless
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